dis feeling of liking him is killin me inside. the thought of him not acknowledging it is even worse. throbbing more pain. but there's nutin much i can do bout it. i'm not dat daring to make the first move and tell him how i feel. damn. i feel like shit now. i wanted to continue my sleep afta subuh but dis just popped up in my mind. so i've figured wat i'm goin to do. to avoid my heart gettin hurt (again) i think its best to just let it go. let the feeling fade wit time. aint dat the best thing to do if u were to be in my shoes? honestly, i've tried to forget bout him, but he just seemed to be perfect in my eyes. and maybe to so many girls dat happen to be close to him as well. aaaargh! i hate dis kind of feelin. can't we all hav psychic power so dat we don't hav to figure out how people feel toward us? hermm. . i can't wait to go to aussie. not to escape, but to just diminish my thoughts from it. to learn to stop thinkin bout him. so i guess dis is it huh. . to remain frens. . although my best fren, my loyal supporter, she would never want me to give up. mayb 'giving up' is not right word, but puttin it aside is. well, i'm done here. new sem has started and dats wat i should put my effort more on. education. but dis is life ey? u can't get away from ur own feelings. so accept it. and let it spur life and add some spice to it.
it is true. . dat time understands love better.
n.y.z.a.z.
23 july 2007
7:50am
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