the beauty of life.

haih. . what laaaa am i doing. . . -_-

i've got assgmts due in 2 weeks time but unfortunately no progress has yet to be made. zero motivation.

time is the only thing that is moving. while i'm here, apparently doing nothing productive. been attached with this "activity" since i came back here after winter break. i realised Berwick is nothing but sucking my life away from what i used to have. get it? no? meaning i am not as happy as i was back in malaysia. haha i sound pathetic. a real loser. ok i've been thinkin. the most possible reason i'm experiencing this so called boring-life is because i myself chose to be this way. i am not involved with any clubs or societies. even though i'm a monash tourism member, but come on. . i don't even read the emails i got from Monash Tourism. maybe coz i'm not into these since school. i was never part of anything. as in clubs and all. serious. i was the girl who always skip koko and fly to 7e or just go anywhere loafing instead of attending the meetings. so boring man. i didn't even know why would anyone give a damn bout the clubs/societies. but when i reach the level in life where u come to realisation u need to work to survive, and u need a damn good resume to get the job, now i know the reason why. so basically what i'm trying to imply is that i was dumb to not be part of anything back then. but don't get me wrong. i was a good girl at ssaas. and still am =)

i feel like writing more here. i learn something recently. its amazing how a guy could be clinging on to a girl who obviously cheeky and disgust others at times. i mean not disgust. but if u look at the attitude when she's around guys, its different and i laugh inside. like "what is up with you". anyways, i have nothing further to say on this topic.

to add more, i feel i'm missing something in life. maybe that's another reason why boredom takes place whenever i'm alone.

ergo, my life now is not at a normal speed since it's not moving! it has been stagnant for almost a month. dang.

aite, i hate to say this but. . i've gotta go. hehe. till den bloggers and readers ;)

assalamualaikum. .


Cheers,
Ekha Zahar
3 august 2008
1:22am