dancing without the music, singing without the lyric. crapping out of boredom. this is, the wastage of time.

hermm. . in spite of utilizing my limited time to study CHI1010, i settled to go blogging instead. it's much more relaxing and zero stressful hours. or rather, minutes. sighs.

for the final phase of stressful periods in obtaining CHI1010 internal marks, we have to do a monolog or a dialog. i chose dialog for sure. heck, if i were to choose monolog, laoshi would have to face my blank face for 2 minutes before deciding to flunk me. yeah, i'm exaggerating so that you get the point. i don't do monologs. monologs are for losers. muahaha. just kidding.

so what's next. hermm. . oh yes. after the 2 minutes of so called dialog presentation, the remaining 3 minutes out of 5 in laoshi's office this thursday would be the Q&A session with laoshi. fun ey? he asks you in mandarin, you answer in mandarin as well of course! that is my achilles heel. listening. my weakest point in getting easy marks. 10% for 5 minutes. 5 minutes of torment. aaaa. . why do you chinese administrators have to do the listening shaites. i don't care if i can speak chinese after this. all i want is to wear the graduation robe, walk on the stage proudly with a pair of stunning red stiletto and get the degree certificate!

big sigh.

then again, not only i want to graduate as soon as possible, but this time around i wish to score my exam papers with a couple of high distinctions. hence, the 10% IS crucial. besides, its definitely a plus for me to understand a simple chinese conversation when, for instance i was about to buy a pair of hot stylish sunglasses whilst the salesgirls were talking about me or when i was complaining about the bad service at a chinese owned karaoke centre while the employees were swearing at me. hermm. . oh well, i take back my words monash's chinese language administrators. i believe it is afterall a good idea to carry out such activities/tasks for the students. brilliant.

oh someone is back finally! i've been left at home, alone and singing out loud and been studying and tweeting and dot dot dot.

thursday come fast. 12:30pm on thursday come fast. i assume by 12:30pm, this small burden i'm carrying will be lifted. and i will be a happy woman by grinning at the people around me all day. waweeee. . .

ok i think you and i have accomplished that i'm writing nothing but a piece of crappy post. haha dui bu qi, i'm sorry but this is my only rambling haven remember? got to goooo

assalamualaikum =)


n.y.z.a.z.
2 june 2009
8:43pm