from what i see, from where i stand.

i was browsing through my frens list on fb earlier when i saw a friend's thumbnail that i rarely check out. so i decided to view the profile. and to my surprise, that person is in a relationship with someone else after breaking up with a long relationship; what. . baru less than a couple of months? giler la.

i don't understand la with people camtu. like how can you move on easily? i mean ok la fine its a positive thing jugak to be able to continue your life after a quick phase of "heartache". tapi ni macam haha please la. i look at you one glance pon i know almost instantly it won't last long. just for fun. temporary. come on la. u're not 17. not in high school anymore. pastu kalau nak carik yg baru pon, carik la yg lebih bagus than the previous one. ni cam aihhh. . nak cakap pon its not my place. but kalau tak cakap rase incomplete.

dah la perangai dah macam bukan muslim. orang tengok pon sakit mata la. tolong la. bukan nak tengok, tapi da terpampang kat page orang lain it aint my fault. u think whatever u're doin is cool ke? minum show off sana sini like wattheheck man. a lot of times i wonder asal these people macam dah takde iman. sangat sedih and kesian. buat i rase bersyukur for where i stand now. i'm not saying i'm a good muslim. because i know i'm not. i'm just pointing out u can be a lot better than what slash who u are now. i pray to God mintak petunjuk to u. but it is ur effort that counts.

sorry, bende bende macam ni shouldn't happen among muslims. including me, talking bout u on my blog. but if i didn't point it out and other people saying "no" to u and u urself realize its a big no to most of the things that have become a routine in ur pathetic life, u wouldn't even see it as a sin. sebab da terbiasa sgt buat bende tu sampai da tak rasa dosa. isn't it crazy? sampai satu tahap u'll wonder "eh bende ni haram ke dalam islam eh?" haha rase cam nak burst out laughing je. why do u even bother asking kalau bende tu da jadi bende biasa?? time tu cepat cepat la bertaubat.

geram la bile pikir these things. lagi geram bile rase u're not able to do anything much bout it. like tak terdaya nak mengubah sikap/sifat seseorang. all u could do is pray. pray for the best.

on a different note, if u're in a relationship, be serious bole tak. yg nak gi flirt ngan org lain asal? ingat bagus sgt? bengong. pastu in the end dua dua terlepas. serves u right. yg bestnye, the two guys communicate with each other and talked bout u. tak ke malu tu?? pastu kene ditch. menyesal je yg mampu kan?

i aint perfect. i'm flawed. but i'm trying to be a better person. insyaAllah. .


"i feel sad you didn't allow me to go out tonight"

"it's better for you to be sad than me to worry"


i felt a slight pang of guilt plus sayangness <3>